Though I live in dim ecstasy
The moon and stars shine only for me
In love, my heart aches for them more
Their brilliance illumines my parched soul in adore
When I die
It shall be in a most wilderness state
With the revolution of man
Crushing against my front gate
And though my heart will bleed spurts of passion
My body will convulse with life's shaken affirmation
That did
I did live
And passion
A victim
A blood red tiny rose
A meager facsimile of life's grandiose
I was
In love
A lover of men
A lover of children
A lover of life
Loving that had sustained my exalting condition
In words too tiny to communicate
Love that no time nor mortal expression could navigate
I am alive
And beating with rushing passion
Life's quiver
From my own
Did produce my two greatest loves
When death happens upon me
I shall be ancient...
Finding my end
With a God most patient
I shall not die this day...
This day is for me
As are the stars
And the loves I've been left to oversee—
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